{"id":378,"date":"2019-07-28T03:11:31","date_gmt":"2019-07-28T07:11:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mendingmisconceptions.com\/?p=378"},"modified":"2019-07-28T03:11:31","modified_gmt":"2019-07-28T07:11:31","slug":"ember-burning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lilymordaunt.com\/?p=378","title":{"rendered":"Ember Burning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This sixth and final assignment was to write a piece of flash fiction.<\/p>\n<p>I mentioned in an earlier post that my professor didn&#8217;t want genre fiction, but a few of my classmates had written things about aliens so I went back to my preferred fantasy realms for this one. I figured, it was the last piece, and seemed to be there as a fun final challenge so it shouldn&#8217;t affect my grade too badly.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ll do it,&#8221; she says, her eyes, on the greener side of hazel, glare into my own, pale blue ones.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t say that.&#8221; I tell her, resting my hand over hers where it lies on the white lace tablecloth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But you did not disagree.&#8221; She pulls her hand away. &#8220;You are doing the same thing of which you accused me. Was it all a lie then?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, of course not.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;&#8216;You&#8217;re stronger than you give yourself credit for,&#8217; you said. &#8216;He tried to have you heel, and you never did.&#8217; Then you showed me photos of one I&#8217;d saved long ago. You said that you did not realize the strength to be found in passive resistance, but that now it was time to bring out the, &#8216;Big. Guns.'&#8221; It&#8217;s a struggle not to laugh as she trips over the colloquialism. &#8220;Was that a lie? Was I simply a means to an end? Rile up the Firebringer, free your family and then dump me into a life for which I am woefully unprepared?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re jumping to so many conclusions,&#8221; I tell her. &#8220;You&#8217;re in the atmosphere right now.&#8221; Her lips twitch but she doesn&#8217;t smile. &#8220;All I said was you didn&#8217;t have to do anything you weren&#8217;t comfortable with. I pushed you so far, and you rose to each occasion. I was only here a month, you were born into it. Of course I was ready to do damage. I thought you were stupid, letting him use you like that. I didn&#8217;t understand-&#8221; I shudder, remembering. &#8220;And then I saw. And when you shut down, cringing from my touch-&#8221; I take a breath, more affected than she is. &#8220;I asked Anila this morning, while you were asleep. She explained. That each scar&#8230; each one for someone you helped escape. Fifteen people, Emmy! Fifteen. And I felt like such a little shit for talking to you like I did those first few weeks. But you let me. And then you helped me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You weren&#8217;t wrong,&#8221; she ducks her head. &#8220;I should&#8217;ve, could&#8217;ve-&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Gotten yourself killed?&#8221; I shake my head, my long, blond hair swinging with the movement. &#8220;I just meant that we have other ways of finishing things here. Slower, but still affective. If you were tired. Or felt some sense of, of kinship?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>A tear trembles on her burgundy eyelashes. Their color reminds me of the imported reds my mother would drink. Before.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s the only parent I knew.&#8221; she says.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know. And no one&#8217;d think less of you if-&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He raised an ember,&#8221; she says, not hearing me. &#8220;I only simmered. For twenty-five years, I simmered.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Em-&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And then you came,&#8221; she&#8217;s smiling. And I realize that I&#8217;d never seen a real smile from her. It brings her face\u2014the lighter brown of a whisky that, my father&#8217;d taught me, had not been aged long\u2014to life. &#8220;It wasn&#8217;t by choice, but I thank the gods for it. I always wanted to burn, but I was afraid. And I had no breeze to fan my flame.&#8221; She tugs a lock of my pale hair, it stands out beautifully against her rich skin. &#8220;I snapped at you because I did not think I could do it. But I know I can.&#8221; My heart skips in anticipation. I&#8217;d never seen her true power. &#8220;Everything of value is gone, yes?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Except you.&#8221; She shrugs slim shoulders. I&#8217;ll fix that attitude in time.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then, it is time for his Ember to burn. At last.&#8221; She grabs my hand and pulls us from our ornate wooden seats. One of the few pieces left in this luxurious hellhole.<\/p>\n<p>I expect it to start slow. But she ignites. The flame dancing in her hair, the red blending with golds, oranges, blue. I breathe out a cool breath, letting my chilly power kiss her flames. Letting them mingle in the thick curls of her afro.<\/p>\n<p>Careful to keep my skin touching hers, so I don&#8217;t also catch fire, I wrap my arms around her, slipping my hands beneath her shirt. And hold my Ember while she burns.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This sixth and final assignment was to write a piece of flash fiction. 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